lord... what is it that u have placed in my hands? what is it that u have gifted me.. the ability to kick ass? the anointing to speak life to people? the ability to perceive a person's character?

the questions came back to me... what is in my heart that i want to do?

- head of security for our church.. pastor prince, pastor joshua and deacon chin's personal bodyguard... haha...
- the POSITION to make a difference in people's life..

angie told me dream big.. cuz abba is faithful to fulfill it.. and we are to be faithful with the things in our hands this very moment... what ever god has placed in our hands, do it with all faithfullness knowing that what matters is god sees my heart.. not man..
one of my very first dream was to be in a POSITION to make a difference in people's life... but... it's not the position..

it's god's overflowing grace and anointing upon our life that gives us the ability to change lives..
it's his righteousness that give us the boldness to go fore preaching the word..

i realise that no matter how hard i work.. how much i serve.. it can never hasten the process of me being raised... it's solely by his grace.. and the reason that anyone serves should be that he/she is so blessed by abba that it overflows to be a blessings for others!~!

recently i'm just so inspired to just share with everyone around me about the calling in our life.. cuz i simply feel that.. no point living in this world without a cause...

hallelujah... thank god.. all new creations are called... and live for a cause..
called to inherit the blessings of god and live for jesus... hallelujah...

and slowly.. but surely.. god will place us at the right place at the right time... to fulfill the desire in our heart.. surely.. god will exalt us in due time.. nobody but the lord knows the timing better..

so blessed that i'm in NPB.. so blessed to have such godly friends that are so hungry for u lord... that encourages me to just share about u.. to constantly remind me about your goodness.. u are truely faithful... to answer my prayers..

thank you lord.. thank you that what i wrote will bless whoever get to read this...