Ever had the kind of feeling that everythings seems right but feels all wrong?

Ever had that feeling that there's an issue stuck at the back of your head and not knowing whaat it is?

Suppose to talk to HAn and Coach Angie on monday night after the preparation for crazy olympics.. but it ended pretty late so no time, no talk... then i went home.. and talk to God instead =)

i simply said "dad"





and sat there and sulk for a long time... images of me losing my temper and getting frustrated over work kept playing and playing in my mind.. Feeling disgusted by myself.. leading a double life..


Then i heard HIS voice.. asking.. does it really matter? Do you think you stumble me?

i can see HIS smile.. the kind you gave when u see something silly.. kinda felt that he found me silly looking.. haha.. i started praying in tongues and i simply go on and on and on... and there was such an unspeakable peace...

If Jesus can died for my sins past present and future.. Would my future sins stumble HIM? HE probably knows when and how i will fall into sin.. We are already victorious thru Christ's death..
It's not that thing u have that makes u happy.. not the things that u dont have makes u unhappy...

it's what we have in Christ.. Seek first the kingdom of God and HIS righteousness...