i'm getting abit emotional recently.. haha

many thoughts are racing thru my head now..


thou the news came about a week plus ago.. and i was quite prepared to leave.. last thurs saw the possibility of me staying was so high... and.. the news today was that i will be leaving.. haha.. man.. seriously i was a bit disheartened..

As a human being, you cant help but feel a little helpless in this kind of situation. as much as we know that god is big, we tend to play up the size of our issues..

Was telling god that.. prepare my heart for the things to come.. teach me to approach things with wisdom.. teeach me how to handle these thoughts that's in my mind now..

Lots of things to do in np... to impart, to share, to teach.. but.. time is.. failing me...

oh god.. help...