It's a sudden realisation that despite knowing some much.. it pretty much remains only in the head.. Longing to see dreams and visions fulfilled.. Is it a holy indignation or just pure impatience from the flesh..

Sometimes we can't differentiate emotions and spirit, but each of us has a cry for all rightoeuness and holiness and the only hindrance is our flesh..


I watched the rick and dick hoyt video again and again and again..

The son simply laid down in the dinghy and the father swam. He sat down in the wheelchair and his dad cycled and ran.. But you saw such excitment and joy on his face when he's approaching the finishing line.. All he did was smiling and waving his hands.. and the father did all the work..



can u imgaine yourself being the handicapped son.. with your father doing all the work.. looking in and out of yourself.. you know you can't do anything.. but.. you crossed the finishing line.. more than just once..

the whole story started with just one question.. "Can I?"...

Many times we ask ourselves.. can i do this? can i do that? but.. we dont realise.. we ask the wrong person.. Rick asked his dad.. Shouldnt we asked our heavenly abba too?


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ryCTIigaloQ

the beginning of this video started with Rick asking.. "can i?"
Ended of with the word "can".. probably written by the dad.. but.. so what if dick didnt write those words.. his actions and deeds prove it all.. when the video is running around 3min 30sec-3min 5osec.. look at how they cross the finishing line..

cut this bullshit about "oh.. i saw that video before" see it again.. see for yourself again.. the love of God our Abba manifest in the lives of these two man.. one time is never enough.. see again..