Many times, i regretted the decisions i made, the things i do...

Many times, i did the one thing that shouldnt be done...

Many times, i hated myself for the stuffs i committed myself to...

Many times, i did something by the grace of God... but thought i did it with my own two hands...

Many times, i tried to do something helpful but it turned out stupid...

Many times, i thought i have to maintain what God has given...

Many times, i should have just let go but i held back...

Many times, i was so afraid that i would lose it.. and i.. lost it...

Many times, i thought too highly of myself...

Many times, i refuse to be honest with myself...

Many times, i miss the past...

Many times, i wish i could just remain status quo...

Many times, i wonder why can everyone be more understanding towards one another?

Many times, i think too much.. (like now...)

Many times, i look to man instead of God...

Many times, the nightmare still comes back...

Many times, i look to myself only to find myself empty...

Many times, i wish i could have been less selfish...

Many times, i wish i could have been more understanding...

Many times, i wish i could have been more appreciative of things and people around me...

Many times, i wish i could have been more supportive

Many times, i.. simply don't know what's going on...

Many times... i forgot about Jesus...



But.. HE loves me ALL THE TIME...



Ah.. sometimes... i just really hated myself...

But HE loves me more than i can hate myself...

HE loves me more than i can imagine...

HIS love for me... is beyond comprehension...



Jesus Jesus Jesus... oh Jesus... that you will wipe those away... at an accelerated pace.. oh Jesus... 2 more hours to a new day.. =)

Everyday is a new day...