woke up at 8am today.. only one hour left to get to work... amazingly i can shower, brush my teeth and shampoo in just 20mins... pack my stuff and like... read and blog?? haha.. woah... 0830... 30mins left.. ran downstairs and thank god.. caught a cab.. really thank god man.. cab was like waiting for me loh..

*realise alot of time when i'm rushing.. i always get the cab at the traffic light when it stops for red light... has to be god..*

reach at 0845.. haha.. was 15mins early.. took my part to walk in and change.. brought laptop to work.. editing fun's essay.. wonder if it helps.. hope that it's useful to her.. drew the last floor plan.. had such a weird feeling.. use to do D&T back in sec sch.. always uses AutoCAD or any other CAD program to draw floor plan and sketch and diagram... never realise MWords can be used for those purposes too.. yea.. uses Mwords to finish fun's floor plan.. so easy to do.. much easier than CAD..

left work early to meet fun.. god knows i actually distracted her from studying??!! did i or did i not? hmm.. what was the question again? she said i didnt.. so.. oh well.. forget it...

sometimes.. the way u behaves pisses other people off.. the prob is.. you are just being you.. oh.. how do we avoid pissing people off? was thinking about it.. i was just being myself.. i wonder if it's the things i do or it's just me? haha.. maybe it's just me? but know what.. i'm secured.. yea.. secured in the LOVE of god.. why bother so much about what people thinks about me.. just pray that the holy spirit would just shut me up next time i say or do something wrong.. hahaha.. no condemnation right?

best thing is just to extend grace to everyone.. i caught myself getting pissed because of all the small little things that people do sometimes.. thank god it's getting better.. i dont get pissed as easily as before..

i realised that it's just so simple.. when people pissed me off.. just dont linger around in that mood.. know that humans are human.. christians or non-christians.. they fail.. they fall.. they make mistakes.. saddest part is.. alot of them do it unintentionally.. **like me!~! haha.. pissed people off just by being myself.. hallelujah..***

yea man.. dont linger around it.. human have weaknesses... let's just be gracious and extend the grace that abba gave us so freely.. if abba can love us, such imperfect human, why cant we just extend that love and grace? thank god i'm learning.. i'm growing.. thank god i'm changing..

i really hope and pray that what angie says will come thru..

within the next few months to come.. i will turn back and not recognise the "old selfish me"... yes.. by the grace of god.. yes abba.. thank you.. that u made me a new creation in christ.. old things have passed away and all things have become new.. hallelujah...



cheese.. my neighbour's kids are playing that noisy lantern... haha.. sam... u are not alone...