so many things to talk about today..

hmm.. parents..
what is it with parents and nagging? it's just like bread and jam... peanut and butter... it simply goes together... parents are never classified with understanding, cool or hip... or rather.. OUR parents are never associated with those words.. how much more these traits...
it always appears that SOMEBODY elses parents are MORE understanding, MORE cool... MORE hip.. MORE liberal.. blah blah.. the list never never stops... we never stop comparing..

let's see.. does nagging institute concern? does scolding means care? then does it make beating means love?? nagging, scolding, and beating are all just ways of "communication".. yes.. communicating across the bad mood that linger.. telling people that u care so much that they pissed you off...

how many times did u do something out of goodwill but was mistaken by others? (for those who do things to seek attention.. i'm not refering to you.. you are definitely not what i'm talking about.. you dont fit the bill) our actions usually reflects the inflence that people around us have and the things we see and imitate... our attitude reflects what we believe in..

main point is... our actions always seem to tell people a different thing from what we want to say or show.. the same goes for parents.. the way they show care and love is different from our perspective doesnt mean they care any lesser... it is just simply that their ways and style of showing care and love is different from what we expect and what we want to see.. yes.. see... we need god to open our eyes to see that we have good parents.. open our eyes to see the blessings of god in our life.. our eyes are cursed.. that we fail to see the good.. that... sets the next topic... bok: "honour your parents" how precious these words are..

(about the parents thing.. i'm reminding myself too)

seeing God's blessing in our lives../being faithful..
we always blame god for this and that.. i suppose we blame HIM more than we THANK HIM.. hallelujah... and HE is still sooooo good and gracious.. HE still blesses us..

situations... YES, had gone bad... but have it ever come across your mind that without GOD... it would have been worse? our (spiritual) eyes are cursed and veiled (by ourself) that we fail to see that all the good things we have are from god... most commonly is that we always think the things we have are results of what we do.. we get good grades.."oh.. praise god.. i studied hard".. "hallelujah, i overcome this and that by the grace of god.."

the REAL emphasis is on the I, ourself... we veiled our own eyes with the law thinking that we need to earned things we want.. when he has already given all things... for by one gift HE gave.. we have everything.. Jesus gave himself.. "seek first the kingdom of God and all these things shall be ADDED to you. for HE KNOWs you need all these things" it is added.. which means.. u already have it.. then God add more to u.. HE multiply it!~! amen!~! the power to create wealth is in you!~! the indomitable spirit is in you!~! (the holy spirit)... the reason to be joyful is yours.. the things are already in our hands and HEwants to multiply it!~! HE doesn't want to spoil us.. HE gave us increase step by step.. lest we get big-headed and forget him.. all these good things comes because HE gave you HIMSELF.. the best part is.. HE KNOWS.. without you telling him!! our hands are too small to guide God's hands.. it's God's hands that guide us...

are we thankful for the things HE had already blesses us with? i'm not talking about being content... man can never be content.. (that doesn't mean you have rights to keep demanding).. instead of always asking.. (no wrong in asking God..) first be thankful for the great things which he has already blesses us with... be faithful with the things in our hands..

Still got plenty to write.. man.. i did better stop here.. continue tomorrow..

- headache..
- stomach upset..
- contemplating if i wanna get mc for tomorrow..
- but.. i'm still quite fit for work..
- but i can sleep longer...
- no no... be faithful with the things in my hand..