Had a slack day today.. wanted to jog in the morning but woke up to a rainy morning instead... not too bad.. miss my morning run but had a wonderful breakfast with some of my colleague.. apparently some of them read my blog and told my boss about it.. haha.. and my boss was telling me how he almost killed my sergeant major in his dream.. of course, i offered my service to finish him off... for free...

no shawn, bok.. the beng is long gone.. haha. never to awake..

i was actually pretty ok about the whole incident.. until i decide to blog about it.. the more i type.. the more anger i felt.. after the whole thing.. i read it thru.. i was laughing to myself.. feeling so silly to feel angry... yea.. silly is the word..

i thank God that i'm changed.. definitely by HIS grace.. old friends saw me and couldn't come to term to the "new" steve they saw.. the last time i remember.. the longest period of time i was angry... didnt even last an hour.. hallelujah.. so amazing that when we let go, the power of God simply rest unto us and took over..

many a times i felt silly after i was angry about some people or somethings.. frustrated about things not done or gonr wrong.. but in the end.. everything turns out well.. not because i let go.. but because HE's good..

silly is what i felt.. HE is already on my side.. just how far can i fail before he catch me and raise me above my adversary and circumstances?? why get angry over someone or something you have no control over? yea.. felt silly.. haha.. but thank God for grace.. that's exactly what it's for.. for people like me who still fails.. for God to shower me with faithfully... Grace.. underserved favour.. preferrential treatment... i love it man..

i'm loving life.. love my job... of yea.. i didnt kill anyone today.. that's who were involved were smiling and greeting me frantically this morning when they saw me.. saying sorry and stuff.. i merely said it's ok.. smile and walk away.. and for my sergeant major? he decided to close the case and just keep quiet about it.. it definitely takes god to cause all these good things to happen.. hallelujah...

and yup.. finished my 8k run.. my 25 chin-up.. 300 push-up.. 200 crunch.. and yes mr eng.. i will beat you soon.. ahaha.. thanx for being such a motivator.. and stop being a kid.. admit it.. you are older.. ahahaha..

and people.. start practising your millioon dollar wave and megawatt smile.. when trouble hits.. wave it and smile.. and let HIM take over..