i suddenly felt the need to keep everyone updated of what recently went thru my head..

My previous post has raise some concern with certain people.. i have people leaving comments, sending encouraging smses, phone call.. haha.. and usually from unexpected people.. Wanna say a big thank you to all who care and those who prayed thou i dont know who u may be...


I thank God that i went thru what i went thru last few days.. i woke up one morning (forgot if it's wed or thurs) felt as if the old steve died.. Woke up attending my own funeral..


As each day passed, i thank God i find myself dying more and more in the flesh.. more and more alive in the Spirit.. Our life is called to be a life of faith. Not faith in the things to come nor the things that's happening. But a life of faith in Jesus. Thou i do not see my breakthrough yet but i know as each day passed, i'm a day nearer. Whatever i'm going through now is just temporal. Cuz i know at the end of the day, i'm still going to the other end.

Our life is not one without challenges and trials but it's one where deliverance is promised.

If there's no fight, there's no prize.
If there's no war, there's no spoils.
If there's no challenge, there's no overcome.


When things is out of (your own) control, that's when we realise we need God... But Abba doesn't only want to be our breakthrough. HE doesn't want to be just a provider. HE doesn't just want to fight and protect you. Thou HE willing do all these for you.. but HE wants to be with you all the time.. ALL THE TIME..

Let us not forget that this year is a year of acceleration, a year where we are more and more sensitive to the leading of the spirit.. Instead of just waiting for a breakthrough, why not wait with an expectation of it coming REAL soon..

Jesus found me.. picked me up and carried me.. i'm ready more more.. bring it on..