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Saturday, May 26, 2007

Everything that could went wrong, went wrong. Sound of the rain simply got louder and louder as the raindrops falls on me, roll down my mud-dirted face. Wet. Cold. And hungry. As i looked up, i couldn't see the sky. All leaves & branches. I turned and looked over my shoulder, no one was there. Found no help. Wonder why did i allow myself to go through this.

Teeth chattering, hands shivering. Started to question what i saw and believed. It's easy to hold on to what you believe when everything around you are normal. It started to become more and more difficult to hold on to my belief... What i saw or heard about, what i perceived myself to be and how i imagined myself going through was a total opposite of what i'm going through right now. Wet was not in any of the picture, neither was cold. And hunger was definitely what i did not felt when i had all those imagination going through my head...


For the common good, i believe...

For safety we ensured, i believe...

For our family and our loved ones, i believe...

For where we call home, i believe... in what i'm doing...




Everything that could went wrong, went wrong. Sound of the rain simply got louder and louder as the raindrops falls on me, roll down my mud-dirted face. Wet. Cold. And hungry. As i looked up, i couldn't see the sky. All leaves & branches. I turned and looked over my shoulder, no one was there. Found no help. And i looked ahead, to where i'm going... I held on to what i believe... and the ONE who believed in me held onto me...

And slowly i got up, and i took a step...

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